went to New Moon this afternoon with my sisters..
I never read any of the books and only watch the 1st movie last week at HBO (30mins of the 1st part and 30 mins of the last..lol) while reading the local gossip forum..huhu

sorry Twillighters!

I was bored for almost the whole movie...
except when the group of handsome barechested men appeared on the screen..LOLLs

the first 30mins! so freaking slow! My eyes were watering with sleepiness..
I had this constant urge to slap Bella through-out the whole movie...because I think she's selfish and childish and evry other negative -ish..

and I'm fine with romance/romantic lines..
but after hearing the same line of
- I love you's
- I/you belong to you/me
over and over again for the expand of 2-hours, one cannot be blamed fo the urge of wanting to throw something at the screen...

thank god I didn't pay for the tickets..lols

Happy Birthday to Maa~
Happy Birthday to Maa~
Happy Birthday to Maa~
Happy Birthday to Maa~!!!

Happy Birthday Mak! I know I've been such a difficult daughter to you and I'm sorry..
I wish you all the happiness for your bithday!!!

And also Happy Eid Adha to my family and my Muslims friends around the world..

and Happy Thanksgiving to my friends here too~

p/s- I lost my Sony mp3 player..I just bought it like last year...I think I know where I lost it. I was pretty sure I put it inside of my purse..now thinking back I think I accidently put inside of a plastic bag that I threw out later............................!!!!!

but..
at least no one will have it!...LOLs

so I've finished my studies...and currently doing nothing...and utterly bored right now...and finally having a me time since my parents are out with my baby niece..I've been babysitting her for these past few days..so I kinda deserve this break..huhu...

I think I need to strat listing down things I want to write because I tend to forget things nowadyas..
why? dunno!

so..

1. my sis (the one with the bf..;p) celebrated her birthday last friday..I still didn't get her anything, though she keeps reminding me of my promise to get her a lomo camera before her trip to Australia next month...(how dare she!! leaving me here all alone while she and my parents are going to have fun there!! and yet still have the guts to ask me for a camera!!! LOL)...on her b-day, her bestfriend sent her a box of cake at her office..(no one knew it was her birthday, and she's not besties with her officemates, I KNOW for a fact that one of her colleague is a backstabbing, sucking, sweet-face biatch..that's another ory..huhu).

So, when the messenger guy came insde the office and start asking for my sister while holding this big white box, everybody was switving the nosy-nelly buttons on the dot!..and my sister just put the cake there on her desk, and even when her boss was asking about the cake, she ignored him (LOLs) and by the time the clock striked 'lunch hour', she picked up her keys and cake and went straight home....where we enjoyed the afternoon with a (+1/2) slice of chocolate banana cake each...

OMG, I missed that cake!

2. On Saturday, went out with my bestie...my IT-programmer, currently-employed-with-rich-parents bestie....In case you never went through situations like this...it's very tiresome to hang out with some with lots of money while you're still looking around for job..LLLOOOLLs~ but I'm lucky that she's understands me..hahah

seriously..I'm the kind of girl who will go straight to the sales bins while she's just buy whatever she wants on an impulse at whaever price (sometimes)..and I lie easily, and she can't even do it even if her life sepends on it ...but we still had a great times even whren she dragged me to a restaurant taht serves fried noodle for RM16 a plate (which I can get that for RM3 and still tastes the same) and me dragging her to brand outlet or some clearance slaes..

3. I so want this camera!! Ultra Wide and Slim Camera Praying that a good soul will give me this as a present for my birtday is Jan....I should find as many chance as I can to talk about this cam..and giving people around me hints..huhu





Lovely lo-fi images with playful vignetting
Ultra wide 22mm lens
Uses easy-to-find and cheap-to-develop 35mm film
Runs on you power (hand wind)
Works best outdoors in direct sun
Lightweight and tiny at just 1" thin
One roll of Kodak color 800 film included

4. NEED TO FIND A JOB!
a job that is
- something that I like/want/prefer to do
- good pay
- not related to my studies pls..at least ATMo...because I just want to do something new for a change before I have to take life more more more seriously...(I know I should start now but..why subject yourself to do something you hate while you can do something else..?)

ok, now I'm kind of officially free to do anything I want for the next few months before they have my head at the famous Mrs. Guillotine (long story.....), can anyone give me suggestions or ideas on what I should do?

something fun, and you know, not burning holes in my wallet. What I love more is something CAN make money..XD

Okay, because I'm bored to death and waiting for my Psych to finish download, I decided to throw another not-so interesting thing about me...

1.  On one fine day, almost 18 years ago, same routine as usual, my parents dropped me and my young-adorable-cute as a button-then baby sister off at the babysitter's house, where it was located inside the town's fire station compound. So, my beloved babysitter was a young mother pregnant with her 3rd (?) child, counting the days to welcome another joy of bundle to their family. And being the responsible child I was (ahakkss), she asked me to go upstairs to a neigbour's house and tell them she has something to tell them......
oh oo...
she was having contractions.....

panic alert!!

though at the time I was like " yeay!! the baby's coming...meaning I get to stay home...!"

long story short...
her husband was out fighting fire somewhere, arrived until the last minute, her contractions were alot closer that they thought, the damned ambulance was MIA....and the stupid key for my stupid kindergarden was no where to be found..so, in the chaos, where time was not on their side... ;p

she had the baby in a room at the ground floor of the flat building, covered of course, with the help of the mothers, women there ( I think my mom was , no males around, and supposedly no children around too.....

except me...
nobody noticed I was standing there at the back watching the whole ordeal with my jaw almost touching the ground.....

I SAW EVERYTHING.......

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I'll edit later, stupid fire drill is on...

I'm bored..
and my friend asked me if I ever write/read about this '100 things...'
honestly, I'm too lazy to list down 100 things about me in one-go,
so I'll just separate them in few posts..lol

so..

11 things about me....

1. I prefer night to day
2. I'm a private crier......except when it's toooooooooooooooo much to handle..lol
3. I secretly hate my brother and sisters...*who doesn't?? deep deep down inside..LoL* but I love them too..most of the time..ahahha
4. I'm an expert in using chopsticks
5. I have no self-discipline
6. ..and a accomplished procrastinator *I'm ingoring my studies to do this.. ;p*
7. I'm a fan of fanfictions
8. I add plain water in my carbonated drinks
9. I love meeting new people, but I'm not so good with keeping in contact with the people I've met
10. I started learning English seriously seriously when I was around 10, by reading classic Mills & Boons novels...so by the time I was 12 I was an expert about romance..LOL...and I scored my English tests everytime...
11. I hate doing/folding laundries but I like doing the dishes...It relaxes me..

there....

My beloved lj..
How are you?
I hope you are doing fine..
I'm sorry for neglecting you for the past 2 weeks...
Internet is being crazy, real life is catching up on me..
I promise I'll update you as soon as I can..Ok?

love xoxo,
your owner..lol

Inocchi = daddy??
daddy's wits
mom's beauty
good combination
I'm sooooo happy for them both!!


Sakamoto-san...
how many years you want us all to wait to see precious offsprings??? ;p

OMG!!!...the boy and his group members are killing me..hahhahahahha
especially him..!!!
even HoDong couldn't help but to hug him..
hahahhaha

Oh and I won another Cleo contest..hahaha
a Nivea hamper worth RM 200...(meaning I don't have to buy deodorant for at least 2months..LOL)

3rd day of fasting..
so far so good..Alhamdulillah..
(lol..it's like I never fast before...)
weather is fine..it keeps raining on/off for the past couple of weeks, so it's not really hot here.. :)
but....
I had this sneeze fest since yesterday, so...(it will be gross if I write it down in detail..hhah)...

and spent last night rewatching V6 Guilty pv at yt...still haven't download it yet..my connection is kinda suck right now....(and I only found MU link so...hahha)
arghhh..

HOTNESS OVERLOAD..
ALL of them.....
I love the way they shake their hand in the dance..
I love the dance, period!
It's simple yet sexy..
hopefully we can see the full performance soon..kyaa~
And also I'm so happy with this PV, compared to Spirit PV (V6 is <3 but I want something more than just standing around, singing, while trying to clean that globe, tho at the same time I do get the messege of the pv..LOL),
but Nagano don't have any solo part in this song, just the measly 2 words in the chorus....
while I LOVE Sakamoto, I want some Nagano too....
at least Ken got his rap part..

and the girl in the pv..
at first I thought she looked a bit like Ken (in the scene with Oka)
then when Go was hugging her, she looked a bit like Ueto Aya and I was "eh, his gf??" hahhah

and another vid that can make me smile..

hehe...it doesn't hurt to watch cute Kyuhyun again and again rite..lol

ok..back to real life..lol
I don't have a class today so naturally I will use my energy to laze around in my home, trying to squeeze an hour or so for studying..(keyword: TRYING), and just now while I was looking around in yt, trying to find anything amusing, I suddenly heard my mom's voice calling the cat..and then "bamm!!"

I thought the cat crashed into something, so I went to the kitchen, and I saw my mom on lying on the floor..
OMG, my heart almost dropped...

turned out that she slipped on the steps (there're only 2) at the kitchen's door...
Alhamdulillah nothing happened, no injuries whatsoever, but still...
oh maa....what did I tell you about your long kaftans?
thank god I was home...

I remember I first heard the english-version of this song when I was around 9/10 by 4pm. And how I bombarded my sister with questions..muahhahah
what's the title?
what does sukiyaki mean?
why they use food as the name?
the 'she' in the song is the food?
why.. until my sister shut me up with..
UDAH-UDAH LAR TU!!!!!
(GIVE IT A REST ALREADY!!!!!)
hhahahhahahh
since yesterday the song was in my head, so I decided to post it (by that way I can brush up on my barely-there japanese and my failing english..lol

the original version by Sakamoto Kyu

上を向いて歩こう
Ue o Muite Arukou

上を向いて歩こう
Ue wo muite arukou
Looking up while I'm walking

涙がこぼれないように
Namida ga koborenai youni
so the tears won't be seen as falling

思い出す春の日
Omoidasu haru no hi
Remembering the days in Spring

一人ぼっちの夜
Hitoribocchi no yoru
A lonely night

上を向いて歩こう
Ue wo muite arukou
Looking up while I'm walking

にじんだ星をかぞえて
Nijinda hoshi wo kazoete
counting the scattered stars

思い出す夏の日
Omoidasu natsu no hi
remembering the days in Summer

一人ぼっちの夜
Hitoribocchi no yoru
A lonely night

幸せは雲の上に
Shiawase wa kumo no ue ni
Happiness is up there in the clouds

幸せは空の上に
Shiawase wa sora no ue ni
Happiness is up there in the sky

上を向いて歩こう
Ue wo muite arukou
Looking up while I'm walking

涙がこぼれないように
Namida ga koborenai youni
So the tears won't be seen as falling

泣きながら歩く
Naki nagara aruku
While crying, I keep on walking

一人ぼっちの夜
Hitoribocchi no yoru
A lonely night

思い出す秋の日
Omoidasu aki no hi
Remembering the days in autumn

悲しみは星の影に
Kanashimi wa hoshi no kage ni
In the shadow of the stars, there is sadness

悲しみは月の影に
Kanashimi wa tsuki no kage ni
In the shadow of the moon, there is sadness

上を向いて歩こう
Ue wo muite arukou
Looking up while I'm walking

涙がこぼれないように
Namida ga koborenai youni
so the tears won't be seen as falling

泣きながら歩く
Naki nagara aruku
while crying, I keep on walking

一人ぼっちの夜
Hitoribocchi no yoru
A lonely night

一人ぼっちの夜
Hitoribocchi no yoru
A lonely night

somehow, I like the old version more..everytime I hear it, reminds me of old japanese villages, snow, mountains and cold wind...

hahhahah..
I...
missed my class....
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didn't realized when actually I fell asleep...
but my roomie woke me up exactly at 8am..

5 mins of shower
10 min of getting ready
15 of walking

for a 1hr class

well..you get what happened right.... ;p

hello...
anyone here??

yea, so Maa-kun's pic spam was a failure....I remember what happened so well...while I was updating n what not, preparing to make the post, almost 1 hr after midnight, my broadband connection was dead!! arghhhh!!!! Thinking about it still make me want to (almost) go throw tantrum at the service center...ha~ the power of fangirl..

Then the next day I was roped into babysitting, which was more than fine because that way I can spend my time just looking at that angelic face and hearing those adorable cooings...(up until when she screamed for her milk..) This baby IS from my family, from the way she demanded her food everytime...but she's the easiest baby so far, no fussing, no sudden crying (until my neighbours don't even realised there was a newborn baby in the house..lol)

That week I also decided to change my project, after way-too much of thinking..I should have done it earlier though, but at the time my heart was considering the work I've done so far (not thet much btw), and my head was considering whether I can pull it off or not in 6 months (the work scope was developing and demanding way past my knowledge and capability at this point of my life until at one point I was lost)...after a much needed discussion with my dep. dean, I made the decision to change my topic, the old research is still in my interest but maybe I'll continue it as a futher work as the my current title and the old one still relevent with each other. Maybe others would think this is a stupid move, but I know it's not, and hopefully I'm right.. ;p

And again last week, I got roped into helping my younger sis moving her stuff to her new rented house..I swear I'm weak against my family..which is a good thing right?

I was watching the news this morning, and it stated the from yesterday until this morning, there are 9 deaths due to H1N1, total now in Malaysia is 27cases, some of it are in Melacca Gen. Hospital, where my sis is studying, so I'm abit worried about her..my mom was telling me that she's so worried about my sis staying there. And now is the raining season here, started last week. It's been raining long and hard here since this morn, there was a flood in the up north states..

Anyways, whoever reading this...Pls take care ok!

my two favourite boys...even their smiles are identical!! Their noses too..hhahhaha




Toma's cute reaction when he saw the person beside him...!!! Ishida Yuriko~~! She's 40 this year! Could you believe that??




hahhah..such a fanboy~!




hahhah..they even compared between the way she and Nishikawa ate..LOL
Nishikawa = Messy
Ishida = Tidy




love it when they (means Sakamoto..lol) kept pestering Nishikawa about her fiance...check out the big rock on her finger.. ;p
(I always thought she and Sakamoto had a thing, just because everytime she's in V6 shows, Sakamoto would be around..hhahahha)




" He's not a criminal, oke~y!"...hhahahah


an a bonus..:D

I just realize that Maa-kun's b-day is coming up!!! Like, this Friday!!! Can't believe I almost miss it....since I'm using the numbers combi almost everyday..hhahahhahah, so I'll try to make my posts this week Masayuki's oriented..even just a little, I'll try to throw his name in..hehhe

OK!
Sakamoto Masayuki, if only you knew about us the fangirls here in lj fandom...hhahhaha




Can we actually trust this sexy glare?



Nope, apparently we can't! Ever..



"No way in hell I'm doing it!"



"What's tha~t?"



ROFL...long story short,
Mission Accomplished!

my favs
no. 2, 6, 8
LOLLLLLL

ok, so the post-spam was a no-show.. I had this cramps-from-hell....seriously!!I even threw-up twice because of it..

Sunday, I was plain lazy and my back was killing me slowly..

and today, I got the news that my aunt passed away..

My mom woke me this morning to tell me that. I noticed she was crying, but I was too shock and in daze to feel anything. I didn't feel sad, I didn't cry, just the words kept repeating in my head "She's gone"

until this evening, the whole thing suddenly came crashing,
I realized I'll never going to see her again
I'm never going to hear her voice calling me 'debak' again
I didn't get to see her for the final time
and the last time I visited her was last month, and she was so small, skin and bones, but she kept smilling like everything was going to be ok..

I hope you're in peace now..